Getting Back On Track

Procrastination is a MOTHER . . .

I keep saying I’m going to update and then I end up doing something else. Well at least I have much to say for my next few posts. The most prevalent posts deal with the impending future. Cue the overly dramatic music NOW. So I figure I’ll break it down now and then flush it in later.
Oh, and I intend to flush this out.

1. I might be moving. Damn, just when I thought I would come back to the city to enjoy it for what it is worth. I had yet to explore the sights and sounds of Philly because I was either underage or in school. So now, I thought this would be my time to become a nightlife aficionado, but I may have to leave. At least it will be for (what I hope to be) a worthwhile reason. I guess my night life exploration will have to take place in Chocolate city. Definitely not much of a setback. ;-D

2. Decisions, Decisions, Decisions . . . It is extremely hard trying to be young, sexy, and single in the city. Curses. I broke out of a four year relationship so I could find what I NEEDED. But it seems so many other people have ideas about what I NEED. It becomes more complex with each day. What happened to the guys that just wanted to hang out, be friends, and/or share a bite to eat? Among the people who I’ve been entertaining, the majority keep slipping in innuendos. Ugh, innuendos are not sexy when they are unwanted. I mean how awkward is it to have to tell someone . . .

(person 1) We’re NOT going to have sex.
(person 2) I’m not interested in you like that.
(person 3) I need you to SERIOUSLY step your game up.

I’m kind of interested in somebody but for unobvious reasons. Well, I’m sure I don’t want him to ever be in a relationship with and he’s not interested in being monogamous with me or anybody. So for those reasons we have the perfect association. We’ve sat down and talked on occasion but that is it. There’s no overflowing sexual chemistry. We don’t spend inane amounts of time together. Hell, we barely speak. But when we do, it’s good. He’s like a breath of fresh air. Because to my knowledge, he’s not looking for sex (now anyway), he’s not interested in me like that, and his game is stepped up. But again, I might be moving so even he will be out the picture. So eventually I will be playing with a clean slate over here.

3. The List. I was reading this article in Essence and it listed things that every woman should partake in before her last moment. I must agree that a few of them seem interesting and quite possible. I was inspired to compose my own list of activities and/or accomplishments. I figure if I write them down I will be more likely to cross them off.

4. Scoring on their playing field. I sooooooooo need to elaborate. Until then, I suggest reading
Survival in a Sea of White. I've read it and there are things that I most totally agree with or have experienced. SMH But sometimes you have to give a lot to get where you want to be.

5. Summer TV Watching . . . I have my list of guilty pleasures. I watch and I need to discuss.
The Ultimate merger (TV ONE)
Secret Life of the American Teenager (Fox Family)
Pretty Little Liars (Fox Family)
Hard Times of R.J. Berger (MTV)
Chad Ochocinco’s Show (VH1)

So that's the break down. i'll be back shortly.