A Letter To You

A mess . . . here I go starting this relationship and not following through. This has been the unfortunate story of my life. I start something with the best intentions and all the motivation in the world. But then I let other things get in the way. Maybe if I had not of ignored your calls I wouldn’t be writing this now. There were nights where I wanted to shower you with affection, pour my heart out, and really connect. We were supposed to share our worlds with each other. But I always let my current situation take precedent over you. I apologize, I really do.



I take full responsibility for the state of us right now. If I have failed at anything thus far, it has been you my beloved blog. Even though I have not given you the attention you deserved, I never stopped thinking about you.


Well blog I tell you what. From this point forward, I will dedicate some real time to you. Let us celebrate that you will not turnout like poor Xanga. I loved her too but I know I used her. I only embraced her when my world just wasn’t right. I think we had a four year relationship and then I just let her go. Maybe she let me go. I don’t know.


But her I am stating that our relationship will be so much better. I no longer have grad school as an excuse to your neglect. Instead, I have a brand new, overwhelming ideology. So let me address you correctly . . .

Lady Blog,

Thank you for your continued support. Now it’s my time to support you. Please be ready for RETURN as it will be filled with what you need and so much more. I’ve seen the Black Swan. That swan and this butterfly had a lot to share. I'm now ready to share it with you. So be cautious because . . .

I’m here, I’m ready, and I’m coming back with a purpose.

Your Favorite,

Mocha Butterfly